is the word 'diary' better than the word 'blog'? probably not. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- silver linings. I woke up today thinking that Silver Linings Playlist is better than I thought it was yesterday right after I saw it. Yesterday I liked it. I thought it had good moments but wasn�t David O. Russell�s best. Today I probably think the same thing, but I have greater appreciation for the whole of the film. What I think it did very well was show how easy it is to get stuck in your thinking, and thus in your acting (and by �acting� I don�t mean the thespian craft but how you live your life). So, sure, on one level the movie is about mental illness. It even does a good job capturing, all at once, these potentially conflicting truths: how difficult it is to accept a diagnosis of bipolar disorder when you�re already an adult who has been suffering from it all along, how much of a relief it is to have what you�ve been struggling with explained, and how having it explained doesn�t fix it for you. But if you step back and look at the larger plotline, almost every character in the film, even the ones who aren�t rumored to be mentally ill, are living some version of being stuck in a sad or destructive way of thinking. Most obviously the Robert DeNiro and Jennifer Lawrence characters, but also the friend who is letting his stress about how to make his wife happy ruin his marriage and the mother who, in a misguided attempt to make everyone happy, enables a lot of bad judgment and crazy behavior. I woke up today thinking: everyone has been there, in that place where you are stuck. Stuck in your thinking and therefore in your acting. And being there, in that place, if you don�t mark it as a place with boundaries you might step beyond, renders you unable to think beyond, colors how you see things. It makes some things that are barely there seem huge. And it makes other things that could be there if you just gave them a try invisible. Mental illness can do that, but so can a perfectly healthy mind. That�s what the film shows. Interesting sidenote: it�s always the craziest people in the film who give the best advice, or make the most honest pronouncements�Bradley Cooper defending Jennifer Lawrence�s honor on the doorstep of her parents house; Jennifer Lawrence saying she likes every part of herself, even the nasty dirty parts; Bradley Cooper telling his friend not to throw away a marriage without trying to fix it; Robert De Niro telling Bradley Cooper not to fuck up a chance at loving someone who loves him back; Bradley Cooper telling Jennifer Lawrence that it took him a while to realize he loved her because he just got stuck; and so on. Of course, one can�t watch the end of the film and think �happy ending��and that is a good kind of Russell move, I think. It�s not like two mentally unbalanced persons are going to make a smooth transition into well-adjusted bliss. But perhaps that is not only because they are mentally unbalanced. Any adult knows that being in a long-term relationship is a form of being saved that also takes a tremendous amount of work (so, joke if you will about Ben Affleck yelling to the world as he received an Academy Award that his marriage takes work but is the best kind of work a person can do�. when I heard that, I cringed for a moment and then thought: well, there is a person who knows what love really is). Having another person (or persons�sustaining relationships come in many forms, some of them friend-groups) to build you up, accept you for who you are, and help protect you from the larger world (which will not always build you up or accept you for who you are) saves you. From all kinds of things that would be worse otherwise. But relationships take work. They don�t survive if you just rely on them without putting effort into them. So of course these two difficult and strange people are going to have some rough times as they head off into the sunset. Who doesn�t? Their rough times may be rougher, given what they�re dealing with. But, like most of the rest of us, maybe they�ll both still be better off together than apart if they both keep trying. So much fragility built into that! If one or both of them stops trying, the thing might just die. If they both try their hardest, the world might still do its best to make everything too difficult. If they�re really lucky and not lazy, they may keep themselves safe from all the damage the world can do, so be each other�s refuge. A form of being saved that also takes a tremendous amount of work. All this may make me sound tremendously jaded, like I think love is more about the work than it is about the its tremendous gift. But that�s at least in part because the ways we talk about love in this culture tend to be kind of silly and unhelpful. I do believe in love�that it is transformative, that life is worth less without it, that it is worth all the words put toward describing it, even if they mostly fail to capture it. (Or, as Levinas says: �The caress of love, always the same, in the last accounting (for one who thinks in counting) is always different and overflows with exorbitance the songs, poems and admissions in which it is said in so many different ways and through so many themes, in which it apparently is forgotten.�) I�ve always been a bit of a romantic. What that means has changed over time. A younger me would be impatient with all the talk of work and fragility. But that chick had no idea what she was doing. 9:36 a.m. - March 02, 2013 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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